sketch book

Today i am sending away my sketch book

I am so sad. it is autographed by Colin Meloy and more importantly, Carson Ellis. It contains my soul basically. so much work. so much art things. so much love. I really do not want to part with it. I necessarily truck it around, in fear that if i leave it some where it may become lost or stolen.
i love you sketch book. See you next September.

missing art

I'm missing art in a big way.
i haven't been doing anything real.
lots of doodles on scrappy pieces of paper inspired by past trips and udder boredom.
school is consuming me, along with exhaustion and animosity.
I'm still loving the guitar, and music...but when i play it seems to be lacking any emotion or passion.

I'm too tiered for school right now. but i have two classes left plus staying after for biology.
and so everything is resorting back to drugs to keep me up and keep me focused to do work so i can pass so i can graduate so i can move on with my life and make something of my self.

finally done.

inspiration: age old blue - Alela Diane

Oregon.

i got into pacific northwest college of art.
hooray.
Hopefully i will go to Oregon, and not stay in Boston. and break this cycle of staying close to wear you were raised.
we can hope.




p.s. i am loosing interest in art? i hope i rekindle it soon.